As of late, I've understandably become increasingly anxious and weary over the idea of essentially becoming a vagrant as I attempt to make my way across the country. One of the odd byproducts of this new found nervousness is the thinking of things I've never thought of.

The recent question I've asked myself that's delaying sleep is what I want to accomplish through the means of turning life as I know it upside-down. What is it exactly that will urge me to continue forward when nothing else does?

As I tossed and turned relentlessly, I boiled down the answer to time, love and revolution.

a) I would love nothing more than to free myself from the tyranny of time and space. Seconds, minutes, hours and days ultimately should mean nothing. Each moment should be beautiful and meaningful, and the spaces in between those moments even more so. To live free of the constraints of a watch and limits of space. Nothing is a boundary, everything should be a path and everyone should share in the joy of erasing the imaginary lines that separate us.

b) To become a sponge of ideas, ideals and love to prove to myself and others that there are no differences between us. Our fears and dreams are ultimately the same and our goals should be unified. We love to highlight our uniqueness but we fail to recognize our oneness. To radiate and absorb unfiltered love - from and for - everyone and everything. To play a part in creating a ripple of love that might reach those who are looking for it.

c) To push for the creation of a foundation of love, trust and honesty for subsequent generations to build upon. Urge for the embrace of positive change that can start today. To get inspiration from others that might help start a revolution of loving honesty between everyone so that we can all live in the safe, healthy and happy world we all long for. Fundamentally change the way I look at how I've lived, and how I can improve and influence others to refine a wasteful lifestyle.

Ultimately, to dream the impossible dream.